A Recovery Journal App

GET CLEAN
OR DIE

Not for perfect people.

For people who have relapsed. For people who are tired of starting over. For people who wake up every day fighting their own mind. This app was built for you.

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Day Clean

"Every day you stay clean is marked in gold. Because every day matters."

Free Recovery Course

Your First 30 Days

A printable course and journal built around real recovery videos. Not motivation — survival. 30 days. 30 lessons. 30 journal entries.

Raw Truth Recovery
YOUR FIRST
30 DAYS
A Course & Journal
The hardest 30 days of your life.
The most important ones too.
By Rufus — Commander, Get Clean or Die

The hardest part is the first month.

This isn't a self-help book. It's a survival manual. Every day has a lesson, a video to watch, journal prompts that go where small talk doesn't, and an exercise you actually do. Built by someone who's been through it — for people who are going through it right now.

Week 1
The Decision
Week 2
The Weight
Week 3
The Work
Week 4
The Rebuild
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Free. No email required. Just take it.

Raw Truth Recovery

Videos

Real talk. No scripts written by marketers. Every video on this page came from a moment that mattered.

What's Inside

Built for the worst days.
Not the easy ones.

Every feature exists because someone needed it at 2am with nobody to call and nothing that felt real.

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Day Counter

Track your clean time with a gold circle that grows with you. Every single day counted. Every single day honored.

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Private Journal

Write what you're really feeling. Track your mood. Follow recovery prompts. Export to PDF when you need to look back.

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Relapse Reset

No shame. No guilt trip. Log your trigger, write what could've helped, and start Day 1 with everything you learned still saved.

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Milestones

Celebrations at 24 hours, 7 days, 30 days, 90 days, and a full year. Because those moments deserve recognition.

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Trigger Tracking

Your personal triggers auto-populate from relapse reports. Over time you see the pattern — and once you see it, you can break it.

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Biometric Lock

Fingerprint or face unlock. Nobody sees what's inside but you. Your recovery is your business.

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Daily Messages

40+ inspirational messages that rotate based on where you are in recovery. Not generic quotes — real words for real moments.

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Recovery Stats

Charts and numbers that show your journey over time. See your story — don't just feel it.

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Daily Reminders

Push notifications that show up even when your motivation doesn't. A tap on the shoulder when you need it most.

"One moment doesn't erase your progress.
It just means you're still in the fight."

Safety Toolkit

For the moments that get dangerous.

When things get bad, you don't have time to search. Everything you need is one tap away.

  • Emergency Contacts

    Your people. Tap to call instantly. No scrolling, no searching.

  • AA/NA Meeting Finder

    Google Maps integration finds meetings near you right now.

  • Crisis Hotline

    One button. One tap. Immediate connection when it matters most.

  • Coping Strategies

    Your strategies. Written by you, for you. Ready when the moment hits.

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Emergency Contacts

Tap to call — right now

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Find AA/NA Meetings

Meetings near you on Google Maps

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Crisis Hotline

988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline

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My Coping Strategies

Your personal playbook

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My Triggers

Auto-tracked from your resets

Milestones

Your victories. Celebrated.

Because even when it doesn't feel like a victory, it is one. Nobody else might notice — but this app does.

24h
First Day
7d
One Week
30d
One Month
90d
Three Months
1yr
One Year

Why This Exists

I didn't build this app because I'm a tech guy.

I built it because I know what it's like to be alone at 2 in the morning with nothing but your own thoughts and a decision to make.

I opened my phone looking for help and found nothing that felt real. Just corporate apps with cartoon graphics and motivational quotes written by people who've never been through it.

So I built something different. Something that doesn't judge you when you relapse. Something that actually helps at 2am when the world is asleep and your demons are wide awake.

I built it for you. Because nobody built it for me.

Questions

Frequently Asked

Is this app free?

Yes. The core features — day counter, journal, relapse reset, Safety Toolkit, and daily messages — are all free. A one-time $3.99 premium upgrade unlocks PDF export, advanced stats, custom messages, and removes ads.

Is my data private?

Completely. Your journal entries, triggers, and recovery data are secured with biometric lock and stored through Firebase with authenticated access only. Nobody sees your information but you.

What happens when I relapse?

No judgment. You log what triggered you, write down what could have helped, and reset to Day 1. All your past journeys are saved — because your previous attempts aren't failures. They're lessons.

What platforms is this on?

Android first. The app is built and ready — we're finalizing the Google Play Store listing now. iOS is planned for the future.

Is this a replacement for therapy or AA/NA?

No. This is a daily companion tool. It works alongside your recovery program, your sponsor, your therapist — not instead of them. The meeting finder actually helps you find AA/NA near you.

Who built this?

Someone who understands. This app wasn't built by a corporation. It was built by someone who's been alone at 2am looking for something real on their phone and couldn't find it.